Well - the intentions where set...and I have to say the weekend was hard. When you are seeing people who think going raw, or moving towards raw is madness, it becomes tiring to justify yourself. I suppose there is no need to justify ones actions, but being made to feel like you are odd is not much fun! saying that it has been one of my themes in life wanting to 'fit in,' not wanting to be different....hmmmm. Funny in the end, I became really ill at the weekend, I wonder of that is because I am not living my whole truth....?
I guess I have not shrugged that off yet, may be I am trying to please others before myself too....something about low self esteem is buzzing around my head!
The consolation is that - the weather has been pretty mild so today being a water and fruit (had one banana) day - it does not feel difficult.
Well there is a lot here for me to ponder on and even though I had thought this Raw Food Raw Bliss journey would be lighter, just the few steps I have made have given me insights and clarity...I just need to be gentle and peaceful during this process as it can be a very wild ride!
Much love,
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